Dancing to the Tune of Life

I wish there was a way where I could just have a small glimpse of what my future looks like. Just a snapshot would do. But I just wanna know. Why the sky doesn’t shouts and gives me a lil hint about my future. Y are all these privileges for only those Satya Yug people.. I am tired of solving puzzles of my life all the time and wondering about what the hell is written for me. (Or did the upar wala just forget about me).

Every time God rolled “The dice of Fate” to decide my fate, I have fought with every possible means to get out with my own ways. Trying to get what I want and not what is written for me was always difficult, but on every step life has taught me a lot. Might be I was destined to learn this way. Every fight taught me, losing is sometimes important. Every win taught me, Wining is always not important, sometimes losing makes you happier. Every argument taught me, I am not right always. Every smile taught me, u will need someone to share your happiness with. Lonely days taught me, life cannot be lived alone. Staying away from parents taught me how wrong was I at times. (Almost always, I guess) Heartbreaks made me stronger. That Lil princess I fought all my life with was the best gift I ever got. (Moti, Gelu pachu… Don’t flatter yourself now) Anger, grudge, hatred taught me to forgive and forget. Wanting instant results taught me how to be patient in life. Sometime a best friend turns out to be a worst enemy and a worst enemy turns out to be your well-wisher. Expecting too much from life taught me to be content with what I have. (OMG!!!! That’s too much of Gyanbaazi…) Now I just wanna accept whatever comes on my way. An affirmative statement for every question thrown on me. (Well… I know that’s neva gonna happen)

What would I do if I know what’s in my future. Would I accept it quietly? Or would I go crazy to make some changes in it and lose all my piece of mind over it. I guess some pages are better unrevealed.

"I guess life has got its own ways. Sometimes you just need to decide on turning the page of the book or change the book. "

Happy Friendship Day

I remember those days when me and my friends used to sit all night and make friendship bands.When i look back to those days, it always leaves a smile on my face.Each one of us had more than 20 friendship bands on our hands. We used to play and have fun all the time.I was lucky that i landed in Krishi Vihar.Life was heaven.no tension, no sorrows, no problems.I wish i never left that place.I wish we never got transferred.I am sure we would still find time to play gallery once a week.I wish we never grew up.I always imagined what it would be if we were still together in Krishi Vihar celebrating friendship days, Ganesh Pooja, new year, fun fare, dandiya n lots more.

Everyday at Krishi vihar was so fun. Not to forget the april fools day.I dedicate this post to all my Krishi Vihar friends.After all u all were my first friends(bade se le kar kacha nimbu tak :P) Our group would have been incomplete without you all.. Every single one of you have contributed to my golden and precious moments.

Wish you all a very Happy Friendships Day "Our Friendship rocks"

First Day at College

Our car was standing outside the IMIS gate and waiting for the gate to open. My heart was pounding. I was happy to start a new life at IMIS but there was a fear somewhere within.As i entered the colleges i saw many students and their parents walking with their luggage to their rooms.Boys rushing to one side and girls rushing to another side.And there were hundreds of thoughts rushing in my mind.By the time few people came picked up my luggage and started to head towards my room.

I reached my room.Mom and dad were seeing the room and i wanted to run away.I wanted to scream and cry and tell them i dont wanna study here. But i acted d other way.Kool and casual.Soon mom n dad left.i was sitting all alone in my room.This was the first time in my life when my dimag had become totally blank.i wasnt thinking anything.I sat there for almost 2 hours and had no clue of what was i going to do next.i wandered in the corridors and found all the doors locked.I went to the other floors and started looking for people whose frequency would match with me.luckily i found them.Seema, Sangeeta, Pooja, Ankita and Pragyan.All of us were in the same state of mind. The first 24 hrs we spoke like the worlds greatest pessimists. We were into our senses very soon.. And today its more than 1 week in IMIS.I am happy.And I hav learned to live my life.
I will  be writing on "My life at IMIS" very soon... till then stay happy. :)