First Day at College

Our car was standing outside the IMIS gate and waiting for the gate to open. My heart was pounding. I was happy to start a new life at IMIS but there was a fear somewhere within.As i entered the colleges i saw many students and their parents walking with their luggage to their rooms.Boys rushing to one side and girls rushing to another side.And there were hundreds of thoughts rushing in my mind.By the time few people came picked up my luggage and started to head towards my room.

I reached my room.Mom and dad were seeing the room and i wanted to run away.I wanted to scream and cry and tell them i dont wanna study here. But i acted d other way.Kool and casual.Soon mom n dad left.i was sitting all alone in my room.This was the first time in my life when my dimag had become totally blank.i wasnt thinking anything.I sat there for almost 2 hours and had no clue of what was i going to do next.i wandered in the corridors and found all the doors locked.I went to the other floors and started looking for people whose frequency would match with me.luckily i found them.Seema, Sangeeta, Pooja, Ankita and Pragyan.All of us were in the same state of mind. The first 24 hrs we spoke like the worlds greatest pessimists. We were into our senses very soon.. And today its more than 1 week in IMIS.I am happy.And I hav learned to live my life.
I will  be writing on "My life at IMIS" very soon... till then stay happy. :)

What is this feeling?

Few days before I was very excited about going and staying in the hostels. Thoughts of becoming independent, taking my own decisions and no one to ask me why, where, when and how. Life will be just the way i want it to be .Everyone says hostels are fun.Even i wanted to hav that fun.and here it is, I am going to hostel to do my MBA.I should be happy.But i am not.As d days are nearing, I don't feel like going to a hostel.Again a college life is gonna begin.And i am so ready for it.(ahh.. because of the movie ready, whenever ready word cums to my mind, dhinka chika follows) Right now i am having a mixed emotion. "HAPPY + ?". Trying to find out the "?" mark. I know there is no answer to it. It will just end the day I reach hostels and my classes start.

I lost d Challenge

Mom always told me stories about the first day in my school. Parents were standing with their kids in the school premise. Kids were not ready to leave their parents and go to a new world. I had no tears in my eyes. I was very happy. Mom left me in my class and left. I don’t remember what happened next.

Mom tells me that when she came to pick me up, I wasn’t ready to go with her. I cried a lot. And I was not ready to leave seema mam(my first teacher)She had told mu mom that I was very talkative

Throughout my school life, I was the most talkative student in my class. All my report cards had a special comment “Very talkative”. Whenever my parents went to the parents teacher meet there were a lot of complaints about me. And one of which was “she talks a lot in the class”

I never realized it till yesterday that I was actually talkative. Dad had challenged me to keep quiet for half an hour. I was quiet for 5 minutes and after that damn I wanted to talk. There were hundreds of things popping in my mind. I started to act in front of mom. Luckily she understood. :P But I couldn’t keep quiet for longer. And I lost d challenge…

Have to practice to keep quiet.